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Scrambled cities: If you're not gonna do the work(on your soul), then you might as well work til you die

 There are two tiers in normal life. Those who are survive and those who thrive.  But nothing is a mistake in life: Nothing comes by chance. You have to prepare for it.  If you thought life was about making money and beating out the Jones's, you've lost already.  Life is: Desire for connection. All unhealthy competition is isolating. We live in an isolated-enough world already. This connection comes from a surprising place: Self-acceptance. A lot of us need to go back to the classroom. A lot of us need to take a silent breather and check in with what we need. This takes serious work. It's the real work. It relies on respect for others and self-respect.  A lot of people in the self-help community try to push the self aside: Manning up is the only side of it they see. But there are certain non-negotiables in this life. Certain things we can't cheat ourselves out of. We are not a piece of meat being acted on.    However, this is where God comes in. Some o...
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For the last time. I will hopefully write this, I'm thinking of that dry dusty road on the way from botrivier to hermanus. Ever since I heard a man committed suicide there, my brain seems to be obsessing about the place. I don't know what to do about it, except stop sinning. I need action in my life. An extreme lack of action has brought me to this place I can't seem to get out of. In about 5 minutes I have to start getting dressed and I don't know how I'll handle the day, except for one step at a time. Let me just get my bearings so that none of this really matters anymore. I don't want to pay whores to do things that I can get for free, but if it's a mutual help then who am I to argue? I'm such an impertanent idiot sometimes. Why do I keep doing this. But I feel no real sadness as I didn't cum. As soon as I cum, I feel the terror of an imminent passage to hell bearing down on me. Thank God this other hell is soon over. I will have 33k in my banking account and that's enough to travel anywhere. It actually doesn't matter where I go, although China. Speaking of which, first order of the day is to write my own resume. (No thanks GiGi, thanks GiGi)

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