Ammassing too much gold

 I have of late gotten into the habit of garnering too many heavy materials on my ship, with the result that my life has become hideously unbalanced. I cannot realize this until the whole ship capsizes because of the frenetic nature of my collection devouring any auspice of normality in my life. The result is a flagrant burst of energy for the first few weeks which inevitable returns a feeling of burnt-out-ness. I cannot understand the nature of this strange behavior on my part. All I know is that it isn't helpful or healthy in the least.