There are some things I'd like to improve

 So much for making money and doing things that are good on paper. What really needs improving, I realize, is my face in society. I come across as a surly, sullen so-and-so, and this has been going on without my even realizing it. I need to step into society with a more gracious touch. No wonder I'm unliked. Only the most likeable will like me. Only the most affable will pay me any regard. Of course I understand what my job is now. Of course I know what I must do. I need to spend more time doing things that bring me joy and less time destroying my health in non-imaginative stuff.