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Throw a dog a bone

 Girls make a million excuses to avoid being with the guy who isn't the one they're interested in at that moment.  They keep a bunch of sausages on the backburner most times.  This one girl who I liked said her tonsils were out and she couldn't make it after 3 months of love emojis and this kind of thing. Then it was something else. She said she was in a dating relationship. Only, there was no evidence on IG. Women change their minds all the time and they don't like to be forced to meet someone.  Maybe they just like talking to you on the DM's for an ego boost. One thing's for sure though; If you try to force them to meet they back out quicker than an alleyway cat before a pile of exploding excrement.
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Some can't bear the sadness anymore

"I just can't bear the sadness anymore!" The voice I hear in that statement is my mother's. She was against all types of unfairness in life even though she at times could be unfair herself. But that was possibly as a result of, not in spite of the sadness she felt. When you are conflicted this way, you fight against yourself. Your very body fights against itself. 

Sometimes you just have enough. The world has shattered into a million different pieces and you cannot fathom any goodness in the world or its children. It's all punctuated - this sense of brokenness - by an almost indelible sense of pain.

I stare now at the white wall of a Seven Eleven. It's an artificial neatness toward which I gravitate. It reminds me; maybe, of England's snows. It reminds me of an art gallery. 

The principles of displacement are brought to bear. When one thing shatters, another gains higher relevancy. For instance. The girl in my life right now, who I'm about to write off completely, has sought relevancy elsewhere after her car got smashed. 

My life, having little money in it; little health, and also little joy, has sought higher relevancy in her. 

Thus the ground is ripe for disappointment; at least on my end. On her end she is finding solace in something else. Who knows what? Probably some level of even harder work about which I know almost nothing. .  . Some level of pain to which I'll not care to relate. I'm a selfish bastard after all. And so is she. 




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