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Throw a dog a bone

 Girls make a million excuses to avoid being with the guy who isn't the one they're interested in at that moment.  They keep a bunch of sausages on the backburner most times.  This one girl who I liked said her tonsils were out and she couldn't make it after 3 months of love emojis and this kind of thing. Then it was something else. She said she was in a dating relationship. Only, there was no evidence on IG. Women change their minds all the time and they don't like to be forced to meet someone.  Maybe they just like talking to you on the DM's for an ego boost. One thing's for sure though; If you try to force them to meet they back out quicker than an alleyway cat before a pile of exploding excrement.

That's who I am (and I'm sorry to have disappointed you if that's the case)

This is who I am.

To all the ones I've loved and who loved me back until... that day came when they found out that I was really quite the weakling.

Until the culture surpassed me like a violent wave, and all that I had been suddenly diminished in its cold repelling force.

This is the sickly man that I am. The one who held his shattered past in his begging hat and tried, oh tried as he might to put it all together for you and only you, into a flawless glass sculpture that couldn't ever be. 

This is the one who wasn't rich enough, wasn't young enough, hadn't made it to where you could even consider him a partner in your forever. 

This is me, and I'm quite lost still. Breathing somehow in the underwater gush of face-smother'ng foam of undersea cavern where you left me to die when last you left.

I'm still there, and I'm sorry that we couldn't have our life together.

Sincerely and forever, yours.



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