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Scrambled cities: If you're not gonna do the work(on your soul), then you might as well work til you die

 There are two tiers in normal life. Those who are survive and those who thrive.  But nothing is a mistake in life: Nothing comes by chance. You have to prepare for it.  If you thought life was about making money and beating out the Jones's, you've lost already.  Life is: Desire for connection. All unhealthy competition is isolating. We live in an isolated-enough world already. This connection comes from a surprising place: Self-acceptance. A lot of us need to go back to the classroom. A lot of us need to take a silent breather and check in with what we need. This takes serious work. It's the real work. It relies on respect for others and self-respect.  A lot of people in the self-help community try to push the self aside: Manning up is the only side of it they see. But there are certain non-negotiables in this life. Certain things we can't cheat ourselves out of. We are not a piece of meat being acted on.    However, this is where God comes in. Some o...
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No pRon til 50. Day 20: Age 37.577

 I'm sick of people and angry at times that they didn't help me get to where I needed to be. I know this is a low-value way to look at things. Don't worry, I know...


I always feel I should be anywhere but here. The money isn't good enough. The people are dumb... Yes, I'm surrounded by dumb people and I'm sick of it. 

Maybe having a family isn't "it". But I feel that I'm owed some more respect than what I presently attain to. This feeling is that I'm the outsider and I've got nothing that they want and they've got nothing that I want. 

I'm feeling trapped; claustrophobic. As if nobody understands what I need because it's too deep for them. No woman, no boss; not even myself. Only God. I will either get what I'm looking for or I will die long before. I don't care what it takes though, I'll go all in. 

I crave intensity and risk. I don't want to be the same as everyone else. These scumbags are all the same. They want from me and they have been ripped off themselves so fair enough. BalcRcok and VnagRaud have taken everything and AI will allow them to take the last. . . 

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