NopRon until 50 Attempt 5 Day 1 age: 37.58
This has been the worst day since I stopped. It's been horrible. Nightmarish. Intolerable.
I realize now that I was wrong.
No 20 minute hand-pounding is worth any of it.
I remind myself more and more of Joseph. I am not like his brothers and because I'm not like the others in this world, I am unfavored by the world and favored by God. But unlike Joseph, I can't turn away from my lusts.
What makes this situation even worse is that there are women willing to go along with such behavior. But I cannot and will not use women as objects.
Therefore I am reminded that the only path here is by faith; that like Joseph, I will have to slog to make seven years of plenty before the seven lean years.
What makes this situation even worse is that there are women willing to go along with such behavior. But I cannot and will not use women as objects.
Therefore I am reminded that the only path here is by faith; that like Joseph, I will have to slog to make seven years of plenty before the seven lean years.
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