But I won't be lost in translation...

 It's all gone to pieces, and no one's there besides me, and no one's coming to save me by the looks of things. 

She didn't come because she figured I was a big old loser. . . or something.  

There are others who've deserted me. 

But I'm still here for myself. I'm showing up for my standards and myself no matter the price. 

There are a lot of things I don't understand, but I'm not going to lose it all or get worn down.

The dream remains the same. I still have this.