Power women

When we see a beautiful girl who knows it and flaunts it, we have often come across a strange creature; a siren if you will, whom we might call the power broker.

The power broker is a kind of parasite that operates in maybe 99 percent of women nowadays. It's a mindset. But the thing to remember is that it operates in certain women in a very strong way, and by very strict rules. 

(Author's note: Before we begin: It's very important to know that these are not all women. All women are simply inflamed by this parasite - and even then it's to some lesser or greater degree - , but do not use this post to go balls to the wall here, and begin hurting women because of these who are 99 percent under its spell. Women are a gift to humanity, above all, even if many have been thoroughly compromised.)

The power broker is out in the public space for reasons of social leverage.

She does not care about sex. This is the dance of power. Maybe even the dance of Kali. Which in turn represents chaos itself. 

You must raise yourself above her. Repeat after me: 

She does not care about you beyond your ability to imbue her with power. 

You could be chatting to one such girl for months and then she flakes on you. Then she flakes on you again. Before you know it, she's lost total respect for you. Later it comes down the line that she never actually liked you. She cannot remember a time when she ever did like you. (She might have liked you; but you wont' get this out of her. Something has taken over her senses and put this mind in her.) She had the power to reject you. That's all that's mattered to her.

DO NOT TAKE THIS PERSONALLY DEAR READER

The reason it feels like she hates your guts is that complete indifference feels a lot like hatred. Especially after many months of communicating with her and finally being let down. 

But that's only one level. We have to look at two other levels: The societal and the spiritual. 

A further level to this is that there are forces controlling her to keep you in your present position. However, we are not there yet.

What we have to acknowledge first, is that in some ways, she is merely moving along the grain of society.

In some ways she is serving malevolent masters who want you to feel powerless.

She is  in other words keeping the social power-dynamic in check. She is keeping the bad-boys on top, and the ones who want to challenge the system stuck at the bottom. Even when she knows this, she has to serve her masters. The matriarch of the social matrix to some, the Whore of Babylon in others. 

This is all very spiritual stuff and is based in the need to "keep you where you belong" hits her brain as its own reward for keeping the system in check. She is making sure you are powerless. Once this is accomplished, she can move on. You will be deflated. She will never speak to you again.

But especially after she's thrown you into the same pit you came from. The pit of lists, this pain feels aimed at you:

What is the pit of lists?

The pit of lists

• put 
• every
• single
• person
• who 
• ever 
• rejected 
• you 
• on 
• this 
• list

If you've been rejected, not once, not twice but in just about every interaction you face, you will know about the pit of lists. 

The good news, dear reader, is that this list does not actually exist. It's completely fabricated by the imagination and by pop psychologists and by the fakeness of giant obelisks that taper upward to make you think they're taller than they actually are . You can practically move on without it holding you down or stigmatizing you. But psychologically you can't.

In fact, there is nothing to stop you from heading out and approaching as many girls as you see fit. This is well within your power. But it's also relative to the power you give these power brokers. If you give them a lot, they will energy-vampire the lifeblood out of you.

You may even do quite well at walking up to and talking to all pretty girls. 

Of course, you don't want to be a tit either. Make sure that you're in a decent position to do so. 

So she liked you once. That was the healthy part of her. That means you're not a total loser. You have hope. But not with her.

You still have responsibilities as a man. These are to the good and uninfected among womankind. 

Here are some of them: 

Having a decent financial future: or working towards one.

Your happiness: No one owes you the right to be happy.

Being polite and good: No one will reward you for this. It's  part of your human responsibility(Increasingly girls don't get it but that's okay)

Having some form of social life: or working towards one.

          HAving a spiritual center:  Without faith, it's impossible to see the lay of              the land. Blindness is the inevitable condition.

A conclusion: 

There is no perfect conclusion here. Of course something feels off. Of course it seems as if things have crushed your spirit. 

The girl you pinned your hopes on for 3 months has let you down. And the hungry don't get fed. And that's also an injustice. One she thrives by.

So let's end with this: It's okay. You're actually in a better condition than where you started. The rats have been outed. You have a clearer idea of what reality is. And also, you're freer of her power than you were before. 

Now go out and build yourself up. Build your social life. Build a career. Make it count. You can. So most of all: Don't be a coward. Men don't get anything if they're cowards. That's just the way it works. Good luck out there!