Strangely intact despite all

 Hellraizer of a day with the girl I've been talking to for 3 months flaking on me last second. 

This is how I usually went down, but now I'm weirdly encouraged. 

If I can handle this, what else can I handle? Pretty much anything. 

Anyway, so tomorrow I wake up and start again. 6 am wakeup. 

My mother arrives 12 or thereabouts, so I'd better be there fresh and early too.